people who walk around in track suits, hoods up sometimes caps on as well as their hoods up, stereotypically smoke, talk in really bad accents, can’t say anything worth while, tend not to have jobs, if they have cars they tend to crash them alot and drink drive alot, they can’t spell they dont have an academic bone in their body.
they’re horrible people, that hang around with horrible people and breed even more horrible people.
The kind of people you’d stereo typically get on the likes of the jeremy kyle show.
HOWEVER then i do get absolutely bewildered why anyone with an ounce of common sense would associate themselves with them.
albeit im related to one but i avoid him like the plague.
i still stand by the undeniable fact the world would be a much nicer place if we killed all the chavs off.
Everything seem’s to be going just perfect and dandy for the people around me and some of them aren’t even nice people.
and just ugh, im gonna spend this afternoon/evening depressed and hopefully pull my head out of my ass tonight and be a better person tomorrow.
I’ve also been thinking to myself that maybe who i am is not who i’m supposed to be, like I just don’t fit in and somethings just I don’t know but i do know but i’ve got to rush off to uni and don’t have the time to find the right words but
I feel out of place.
I’ve got too many worries on my mind;
I want to try and get healthier and fitter and just hopefully even a little bit attractive for self-confidence reasons and such.
But i’ve got a 4000 word assignment due in on monday which im like 1700 words into (thought i was half way but my reference list is like 350 words). and that is stressing me out to all hell.
I have absolutely no money, (albeit due to dark souls 2 reasoning probably, however if i hadnt of ordered that in september id of probably spent that money now on something else) BUT STILL i literally have £1 left in my bank (over draft has been annihilated)
Applying for jobs is also very time consuming ( when there’s any going, so looking is just as time consuming) however i did apply for pets at home last night.
And then to top it all off i’ve very good friends it seems with the girl who i effectively adore and it’s not fun.
however i have decided to stop drinking for a month or two so that could go well, i hope.